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Friday, June 23, 2006
5:53 AM
wah. libur. finally but also not finally. hoho. anyway, i really do get to go to perth. that is if i get accepted. seriously i couldn't be any happier... xcept that i'm kinda bloated right now. damnnit. anyway. i've been doing nothing for the holidays...except i did go to malls n stuff...and i went to limma bookstore/library...to loan some books...i borrowed Jane Green's Jemima J, Garfield 12, Sophie Kinsella's confessions of a shopaholic and 'The last 7 months of Anne Frank'. I was kinda pissed at Sophie Kinsella's book. I thought the shopaholic series was a bestseller? i liked the shopaholic ties the knot, can u keep a secret and the undomestic goddess alright but this confessions book was just...damn flat. the story was not exciting, though the part about her conditions as a shopaholic was accurately described... Jemima J seems much hip compared to Confessions. well...in truth maybe because J.J is about a fat girl who keeps on planning to diet...hahah lol dats like me now. Garfield was damn hilarious. it was one of those good garfield fat cat packs. the ones i have are kinda dulll...maybe cuz i've read them too much. The Anne Frank book was interesting. its about real accounts of women who knew Anne Frank during the time they were in the camps... i've finished 2.5 books so far. today i went to PIM2...just usual window shopping...then i came across this striped top at ZARA...i had to get it. it was cute ^^v letsseee...i made this list of stuff i wanna take to perth...there's so many stuff i wanna buy...lol... gtg...cheers.
chill out-`
Monday, May 01, 2006
4:10 AM
hey hey~ dah blik dri spore nih! hohoho...and also back from camping! yihaa. spore was better than i thought it would be, though i didn't get as much books as i wanted - -"
anyhoo. kmrn tgl 20 ini klas 8 ama kls 7 pada kemping gtu...di Mega Mendung, tepatnya di Eagle Hill...tempat yang bersejarah, karena di sini...i had my WORST shower, EVER in my whole life...cripes. jadi ceritanya. pagi" gw telat. uda panik gtu, bangun telat dll dll. sambil telpon sambil nyeret koper (nak" klas gw bawa koper smua, anak" kls 7 bawa ransel. hohoho)...akhirnya cabud semua dng bahagia. riang gembira. tanpa Allen, Jessica, Danvy ama Annisa. Coba kLo Jessica ikut. ajegile monyong" dah latahny ^^v. Soalny tmptnya, down to earth bngt sih. literally. Pertama nyampe kita maen" game...tralalala trilili...lalu dibagi dua kelompok... dalam opini gw sih, pembagian kelompoknya...ah gag jdi deeech. ntar ad yg tersinggung. so to keep all happy, i'll go on. kelompok gw (dinamakan dengan semangat dan sumringah, NYAM NYAM WAW WAW) berisi anggota sbg berikut...
*Kenny. juragan, pemimpin, ketua, kingkong... *Marcia. hiperaktif nomer 1. miss ketawa bahagia *Teresa. hiperaktif nomer 2, miss predhpredh.. *Felicita. duh gw hiperaktif ga ya? bawel, takut kotor *Aisha. ribudh...yuhu! hehehe. tp dia bntuin gw wkt hiking lowh... *Sarah. hiperaktifff...ga bisa diaam... *Guntur. PALING berani KOTOR. ajgile monyonk".,... *Liberty. oh gosh. the whole group was like pissed off at him in the games. *Billy. him too *Biman. agak diam, sepertinya.
Theme song kita ngambil nada ampar-ampar pisang...kata"ny rada culun siyh tapi nadanya riang bngt! Kelompok satuny, Quackerss..lagunya lebih pelan... 'we are the champions'. quack quack ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
setelah bagi" kelompok kita maen 3 macem game. SERU GILA. kita bikin barisan barisan barang" yang panjaaaaaang bngt. mengorbankan tali sepatu. kalung. belt. kaos kaki. gelang. iket rambut. baju. tadinya hampir mo nambahin chewing gum (yang uda dikunyah) tapi dilarang, soalny ud kpanjangan ^^ hihihi. N2W2 menank...3 kali! buat game lipet" terpal, sama barisan itu. setelah itu kayaknya makan siang. kayaknya loh gw gak inget persis. trus hiking. hikingnya sih lumayan seru. palink seru pas di sungai.dat was so awesome, meskipun smua jatoh, meskipun kenny digigit lintah, dan guntur guling"an di aer... awesome. i never let out so many bad words at once. not ever. kecuali waktu di sungai ini. trus wkt kita ud ke darat biasa . gelo lama loh di tu sungai. i thought it would NEVER end. kita keujanan. malah nari" di ujan. heheuehieheie. jem 5an gtu kita balik ke base camp. mandi. oh tidak. mandi itu. dri awal kita uda liat tmpt mandinya. uda berdoa bahwa bukan itulah tmpat mandinya. but it was. kita mandi berempat, gw, marcia, tessa, aisha. Guyuran pertama , kedua, ketiga penuh jerit". mana aernya kotor. asli, KOTOR BANGET. akhirnya kita giliran pake 'shower' yang sekecil upil. i mean it. tu aer yang keluar cuma setetes demi setetes. trus malemnya makan malem. ada talent show. gw bikin puisi, buat presentasi NyamNyamWawWaw. mana yah, kayaknya ilang puisiny. trus kelompok Quackerss bikin drama-dramaan american idol gag jlaz gtu... dingin. malem" dingin bngt. uda gtu gak bisa tdur, kaki gw kotor pdhl ud beribu ribu kali dicuci.. akhirny gw tdur pke jaket kenny yg abu abu hangat dan nyaman. tanpa sleeping bag. kaki gw sengsara bngt ditekuk. akhirny gw nyerah gw ambil sleeping bag. saat itulah ngigau-ngigau seseorang dimulai, tentang seseorang... pertama pala gw diketok ketok. 'Fel...fel...' 'yea?' 'Are you okae?' 'yes.' 'Is ____ okay?' 'uh,. yeah he's ok.' 'Fel...cuzco sama chloe mana?' 'di rumah' 'Feli. kita dimana?' 'Camping di mega mendung' 'kok ada kamu. kok ada kelas 7' 'yeah well. mereka ikut.' diam. sepi. sunyi.--------------------------- '_________...ati ati ya..., _________, lagi ngapain....? __________, - ---- -.... ________ jangan tinggalin...__....' STRESS DAH GW! mana pagi"nya si Sarah ngigau ngaco banget... 'Papi masih dikamar mandi ya?' gw jawab aja 'IYA!' gila, gw semaleman sampe pagi ngejawabin orang ngigo. gag ad kerjaan seh. Paginya jem 4 gw bangun. bisik" ama tssa gw lupa ngmgin apaan. ttg mimpi dan gak bisa tdur kayakny. trus kita dngr kenny ama harsya bngun. kitapun keluar dan berempat ke toilet. pipis pagi. di toilet cowo, soalnya toilet cewenya jauhhh. suara yang mengganggu jiwa . datang. pertamanya cma sekali, predh. trus.. pREDhPREDHpreDHpREteTetetetH... ampun, - - - - - .................. on the second day kita cma maen games and trus masak. whew. the cooking was kinda bad. gag ad bahan yg bener seh. akhirnya utk rasa kita tergantung sama bumbu kaldu yang banyak banyak. biar rasa tuh. eh tauny keasinan - -" mana bawangny gosong pula. tuing. kita pulang. pulang...it was kind of a fun bus ride. i ate chocolate all the way trus minum pepsi trus makan chips. ahahahah gnduddh. trus dngrin Black Black Heart on kenny's iPod. how fun. ^^v.
dat's all, i guess... cheers.
oh shucks. gw lupa blum ngerjain peer. laper nih.
chill out-`
Thursday, March 30, 2006
4:16 AM
yEAH. LIBUR. cma seminggu, n it's almost over...but hella fun. i'm waiting for the next holidays...going book shopping...yiha! snenk bngt...sampe gw bikin list buku" yg gw mo beli...hohoho check it out!
No. .Title. .Author. .ISBN. Picture 1J The Orange Girl
Jostein Gaarder 0753819929 2J Maya 0753811464 3J Interior Design Course : Principles, Practices, and Techniques for the Aspiring Designer Tomris Tangaz *published March 2006 Barron's Educational Series 0764132598
4J Becoming an Interior Designer (A Guide to Careers in Design) Christine Piotrowski *published Dec ’03 by Wiley 0471232866 5J World War II Day By Day *weight: 5 pounds Michael Armitage, Lord Lewin, John Stanier, Terry Charman 0756602963 Published by: DK 6J Biology: Student Study Guide, Sixth Edition Martha R. Taylor, Neil A. Campbell, Jane B. Reece 0805366342 Weight:2.5 pounds 7J Fushigi Yugi comics (Japanese or English edition) Watase Yuu English: published by VIZ Media LLC 8J Ranma ½ comics (Japanese/English?) Rumiko Takahashi English: published by VIZ Media LLC 9J The Art of War Sun Tzu ISBN: 0486425576 (paperback) 0762415983 (hardcover)
10J Cinema Year by Year 1894-2005 Foreword by David Thompson. DK publishing 0756613191 (weight:6 pounds) 11J The Perfect Fit: What your shoes say about you Meghan Cleary Publisher:Chronicle Books LLC (March 2005) 081184501X
Published: 1996, Wiley 16J The Undomestic Goddess Sophie Kinsella 0385338694 17J The Cartoon Guide to Physics Larry Gonick and Art Hoffman 0062731009 Publisher:Collins 18J The How Rude! Handbook of Friendship & Dating Manners for Teens: Surviving the Social Scene Alex J. Parker 1575421658 19J One Hundred & One Beautiful Small Towns of Italy Paolo Lazzarin 0847826376 Publisher: Rizzoli, October 2004 20J The Pocket Stylist : Behind-the-Scenes Expertise from a Fashion Pro on Creating Your Own Look Kendall Farr 1592400418 21J French Women Don't Get Fat: The Secret of Eating For Pleasure Mireille Guiliano 1400042127 22J Ultimate Basketball Book: A Complete Shooting Guide Frank L. Wright 097113149X
ho hum...
chill out-`
Monday, March 13, 2006
4:46 AM
ketika kurasakan sudah
ada ruang di hatiku yg kau sentuh, ooh
dan ketika kusadari sudah
tak selalu indah cinta yg ada
mungkin memang ku yang harus mengerti
bila ku bukan yang ingin kau miliki
salahkah ku bila kaulah yang ada di hatiku, ooh
adakah ku singgah di hatimu
mungkinkah kau rindukan adaku adakah ku sedikit di hatimu
bilakah ku mengganggu harimu mungkin kau tak inginkan adaku
akankah ku sedikit di hatimu
bila memang ku yang harus mengerti
mengapa cintamu tak dapat kumiliki
salahkah ku bila kaulah yg ada di hatiku
kau yg ada di hatiku
bila cinta kita takkan tercipta ku hanya sekedar ingin tuk mengerti adakah diriku, oh, singgah hatimu
dan bilakah kau tahu kaulah yg ada di hatiku kau yg ada di hatiku adakah ku di hatimu
chill out-`
halooow...whuzzup all? baru" ini kita pada field trip ke BPOM...bikin rada bete gtuh siih orgnya, yaa emang kita telat...tapi ama dia diulang" terus gtuh...but it's ok...dapat ilmu berharga (wooo...nak rajin bngt ga sih heueheheu)..tp hsilnya...si opphunk gendenk itu...tiap kali liat bangsanya kerupuk, tahu, bakso...ngmgnya... 'Ih formalin! formalin!' ato 'Waah nih uda kena boraks!' - -" penyalahgunaan ilmu...
hri ini kita nerusin nntn tragedi jakarta 1998. sadis. yaa...tindakan mereka, perjuangan mereka, patut di kasi respek. zaman skrg uda surut tuh semangatnya. gw nntn itu sbenernya kagum kagum sendiri juga sih, begitu banyak jiwa muda peduli ama tanah aer ini. sampe memperjuangkan sampe segtunya. to hell with fear. they just move and struggle for what they think is right...yeahh!
humv...kejadian bodoh hri ini...evryday pasti ada... hauahauahau! maav kenn kLo gw nulis ini! tapi kocak! pas recess...ada suatu bagian vital yang gatel di tubuh kenny...umv...jd dia nari"...joged"...hanya dari bagian pinggul ke bawah...uh mustina gw rekam...
last saturday gw jalan" ma Caren, Tesza, Nadia, Jessica, Aisha, Mon"...eh? cma segtu? yah pokokny jalan di e.X...usual stuff...heueheue mumpung Caren di sini siih! jalan...maen bowling...gw sih ngga maen...maen BL...gw cabut nih pas di sini...dah mo dipick up gtuh...owh well...nxt week i just gotta stay longer...
cheers~
chill out-`
Monday, March 06, 2006
2:55 AM
trakhir gw ngepost kapan yap? kayak nya dah lama sekali T.T humm...kynya ga ad kabar yg pnting" bngt sii...hoho... xcept that i got really pissed bout my social life in pskd...man that reaaally suckedd...
selaen itu...hoHo..nyombong dikit neeh! akhirnya gw dpet hape bru...meskipun bukan yg gw mau banget banget...but it's hella lot better than my old one...yuhuu! **cengar cengir bahagia**
bosen di jaks...bosen di indo...i want to get out of here real soon...masalahnya pngn ke spore/perth yap? it looks from here that i'm most probably going for Perth...but I want to take fashion design in S'Pore, after I take TAFE for interior design... dat sounds like too much for me to plan...i guess it's cuz i'm so desperados to get outta here...can't wait till that day comes. cpet datanglah Juni 2007!!!!!!!!!!!! My 15th Birthday...
school life is normal...eh...i take that back...our class is never normal! it's the best class in whole of pskd yiha! heuheueheeu! gmn ngga? lengkap..cowo" tukang bcanda gak jlaz yang slalu bikin ketawa tiap saat tiap waktu..ada satu spesies langka yang hobi latah, bisa menciptakan latah beruntun..tradisi nyomot" makanan sesuai selera =P and of course kompakk coyyy!
hri ini sih nama foldernya aisha diganti gtu, sama siapa blum jelas pelakunya, but it was really mean. and also bbrp folder nak" kls gw kedelete. How come? hanya memory computer yang tau!
uh bingung nih mo tulis apa lagi ya. writers block. oww...speaking of writing, kok kayaknya gw ngga bisa berhasil nekunin novel gw ya? SEBAL SEBAL SEBAL. huh. keabisan ide sih ngga, but i guess i'm too busy with schoolwork...ceilaaah! sejak kapan sih tugas" skolah pskd bikin sibuk??
ummm... i guess dat's it for now... hv a nice nite peeps!
cheerss~
chill out-`
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
5:53 AM
ho hum... aaaaaaaah. setelah libur"...cma 2 hri seh, kmrn sama senin itu..msuk skolah lg...rasanya pegel. huhu. mana tngah" hari gw lapeeeeeeeer bngt. ngga tahan. liat tinta biru jadi neg. liat kertas tak bergaris jd ngga niat nulis. apa pula ini?? eniwei selamet chinese new year bagi saya sendiri dan yang merayakan!! semoga rezeki tmbh bnykk yaph! en moga" taon dpan bisa kumpul" lebih rame lagi dbanding taon ini...taon ini sepi niih. met taon baru Hijriah/Muharam bgi yg merayakan juga...
hmm...td sih ga ad kjadian penting" bngt...gw pegi renang stlh pulang skool...nastarny abis...hikhikhik. salah mulut gw donk...makan terus. salah tangan gw jg...ngambil terus. tdi lupa bawa kacamata renank...alhasil gw mesti ngambang" tanpa tameng mata itu. gw kira yah gpp laaah. eh taunya BEDA BNGT ... mata gw dah burem ga jelas, n nubruk" ke samping kolam...
untungny pd saat itu yg rnank juga ada satu org chinese, cowok, dia jg ga gtu bisa renank... kira" umurny lebih tua 3-4 taon drpd gw..tp dia rnankny dipinggir kolam...dia ke ujung yang daleeem situ...stngh ngerangkak dr samping kolam...huahauahauahau... akhirny gw nyerah. renank smbil merem aj deh. dan tau" pas gw nongolin pala ke atas aer, tu cowo ngeliatin gaya renank gw...hahahah...trus di ujung sono...dia melintasi kolam sendiri.. tp gerakanny aneh bngt...untuk gaya breaststroke...bukanny tangan mestiny dbawah aer yap? kok dia sepertinya tanganny di atas aer gtu...jd keliatanny ky mesin...hihiihihi...sorrie chineseguyatthepool...
yasudds. sepertiny itu saja hri ini...gw msi bnyk peer. huhu. GURU SIAAAL. khan bru libur. mengapa ditumpuk bgn peerna...T.T
hv a nice nite ;)
chill out-`
Saturday, January 21, 2006
7:24 AM
hi ya'll. dng sngt deg"an kmrn gw menjalani tes masuk fisika plus matematika. pertama gw liat matematika, ketawa",..mabok liat soalny...krna yg ud gw plajarin semaleman NGGAK KELUAR...alhasil gw mesti ngerjain smua pake logika dan akal sehat dan capcipcup. fisika was okae...kecuali fakta bahwa gw mengosongkan dua ato tiga soal essainya...maklum...produk pskd mandiri - -". but i'm really desperate...well...very very pengen bngt msuk KPS...'nd here are the reasons why...
_For the competition and challenge I WILL find there. Physics should be understandable if not for that stupid dwarf teaching us nothing but the little informations in his little grey dwarf brain instead of formulas about the effect of temperature on the speed of sound travel. Friends. There are around 200 more kids than the entire total of grade 7-9 in just grade 9. That will widen my socialization and hopefully knowledge. It will also help me understand more different conditions of a variety of backgrounds, instead of these sugar coated peeps I have known in the past five years. The discipline. Okay, actually I’m not so keen on discipline. But if I can learn it earlier, not later, then it is better for me. The plus plus side, I get to go to Australia earlier. This is the very very MAIN reason why I chose KPS as opposed to, I dunno, continuing at laze around PSKD. The emphasis they put on lessons. At PSKD we only learn two kinds of subject in say, biology or physics. But in KPS, they apply the whole textbook. And people might call it crazy, but this is what I’m looking for. To build myself a stronger brain. I wanna be SMARTER. That’s what I’m going for. It sounds dumb but the thing that pushed me to decide on this was actually my cousins’ achievements in their schools. They are so smart and so...blah. Last gathering it was all Jennifer, Jennifer, Carolyn, Carolyn, Stephanie, Stephanie. WHERE’S ME????????? Honestly then I felt like so...urgh. My cousins, they are fabulous in math and lessons and discipline. Me? Okay I have a talent at learning language. I have passion and talent in Art. I believe these are things that are honestly useful for the future, but I don’t just wanna be stuck there. I want to be academically smarter too. The boys. Oh man oh man. The boys there are so cute. So motivating. NYAHAHAHA. **naughty laugh**. I mean, who knows I could find more guy friends? They are much fun to discuss about sports and music, and they’re not really judgemental or as cynical as girls are. Trust me, guys really do make great friends. They’re funny and can make you laugh like mad. Heheh. Owh, and who knows I could find a new interesting crush. Tee-hee. That’s another thing. They don’t make fun of guys and girls walking together. They don’t have this weird distance between guys and girls. The way the P.E teacher doesn’t really pay attention to you. This is great fun since P.E is actually a good time to fool around and people don’t really notice you. Especially that they don’t play basketball as well as PSKD. I can play some here. hwahahah. And the last but not least, I get a new experience. I get to experience a local, non-expatriat school, as JW calls it. So what if its gonna be hard, I’m up to that. So what if the food is not healthy, I can control my intake. So what if the facilities are blah and riggedy, I can live with that. Physical appearance is not everything. At least the quality of the education there sounds a thousand times much better than PSKD. I believe that is true, seeing from the notes Gaby lent me. I may be too enthusiastic now, but we’ll see how it goes later. I just love experiencing new stuff. Whatever it may be.
pretty long huh? yeaa...i got much reasons why. hwehehe. niweiz, kmaren abis test, gw duduk d depan ruang guru...n suddenly this guy came up nd sat next to me...DAMN CUTE. arnold mah lewaaat! hwahaha sorry Nold! aaaah keren keren keren. gak usa djemput gpp deh. hwehehehe. hihihi nyahahaha **sarap**. jd tmbh pngn msuk KPS. hoho.
kLo soal hri ini...sih biasa aj...nothing much...kcuali td jalan" ke pe.es...mkan"...nge eskrim...**thx Jess! truss pas di Spaghetti House, ad cowo keren lg. HYAHYAHYAHYAHYA. korea sih...trus ngmg cas cis cus gw ga ngerti...but there was this guy gayanya keren sekali mantabbh.huihuihui. abis gtuh photoboxx...siaalll ngutang deh gw. huhu. lastly hri ini ke gereja. ktmu anak Kumon, and also tmn gw dl wkt es de tapi dia gak ngenalin gw. bah.
note to Marcia: Mar, kok aku jadi stuck sama lagu" jpang gini? apalagi yg ad oo oo yeah nya itu...heheh.
hv a nice nite guys... cheers xp
chill out-`
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